`my sweet romance ♥

.Wednesday, August 27, 2008 ' Y

three and a half paper cleared!!! had cleared my math paper 1 today. okayy... i kinda sat for the paper without studying!!! just hope i can pass. well...it was because yesterday we had english paper till super late. when i got home, it was already 8pm. damn! ate dinner, shower and went to bed.

anyways, i was suppose to meet mich and accompany her to buy cal's present. then she'll accompany me to wait for wayne. but end up...im not meeting wayne to study because of the damn rain! why must it rain!!!? wayne was lazy to go out of his house because it was raining and because he was tired. and same thing applies to me. but i will still have to study for tmr's bio paper. bleah! i hate bio paper!! and im still suffering from lack of sleep!!! i need my 13hrs of sleep badly!!! when will exams ever end? its like never ending.

mid years over, semester's tests comes. when semester's tests are over, end of year exams come. and when its over, exam for the new year starts! damn... its really annoying!! when can i live without having to do tests and exams??

我想我喜欢上错人了，我不应该喜欢他但是我控制不了自己的感情。非常的抱歉！很多人都听说‘一见钟情’，那么··· ···‘第二次见钟情’呢？我很确定他有喜欢的人！而且，他又有一个和他一样，同班同校同样兴趣的很好很好朋友！对他来说，我啥也不是。我只是一个普通朋友！！我也不知道为何会喜欢你。也许这根本是个美丽的大错误。

可能是我读书读到头脑不清，才觉得我喜欢你。自从那天，我会盼望收到你的简讯！哪怕只有一个字，我也会觉得开心。这到底是因为你太帅，太高，太好或是因为你和我都有同样的爱好- 唱歌？每次我都得当好人，为他好，关心他。啊~~~~~~~··· ··· 好心没好报！太可恶了！从今天起，我不能再想他了。虽然我知道我办不到，但是为了不要把太大太多的希望灌在他身上，就让我···　···　···忘了他，让我忘记曾经喜欢过他的事！！！！！！！！

raining whole day!! i hate it. rainy days just make me wanna sleep. i can hear my bed calling out for me. but i cant!!! NOOO!!! i have to study. argh. bio bio bio bio. bio sucks la!! stupid subject. as if when we become accountants, engineers, singers, etc, we will need to know anything about the heart and reproductive system in plants n human. eeew!!! haha. and i strongly doubt that we will need to disact anything!! poot la ~

bye bye. im going to studyyyyy!!! nobody wanna talk to me. fine!!! i'll talk to myself. humph.

★•·.·´¯`·.·• ☆EILEEN☆ •·.·´¯`·.·• ★

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