`my sweet romance ♥

.Tuesday, April 21, 2009 ' Y

what's with blogger?!
why cant i upload pictures again!?
its like after the entry which i uploaded the pictures of my shoes, now i cant! ):

i've been eating durians again!!
daddy bought back more durians for me!!
but this time, it wasnt as good as before. maybe i should ask daddy to buy more nicer ones home! so that when he and mummy are in msia tomorrow night till saturday evening, i can settle my 3 meals with durians! haha... joking! XD
durians make me lose my voice! but i dont care... haha!!
durians are good for health.

scare me this morning.
when i woke up and showered and came down at about 10am, i turned my lappy on.
and i see so many msn windows popping out...
people from my class!!! urgh...
one by one asking me where am i? and why am i not in school! haha...
they miss me lurh (:
went to lynette's facebook to have a look.
and omg, she changed like totally! she's not the lynette i once know.
neither is she the lynette her pri/sec sch friends know!
i shant continue... but its like quite saddening seeing a good friend becoming like that.
but o'wlls, if she wanna choose to take that path of life, i cant stop her, right?? (:

damn! i haven been going to ms for 2 weeks.
i want to sing! maybe when im back from korea, i will go kbox with chow and mich!!
i owe chow a k-session!! and fine! i owe mich one too!!
becos i wont be in spore when its her bday.
first time out of 12years i wont be spending bday with her. but she got cal!
without me wont really make much of a diff!
and i forgot to wish chow 'happy birthday' yesterday! damn it ):
well... here's wishing you a very HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!
i want to take my driving liscense!! but... i wont be in spore when its my bday! ):
what does that mean?... no bday presentssss, no driving theory test, no driving practical test, no wishes from ppl... )):
why do i sound so pityful?!
nice kind souls, please send my bday presents over to melbourne for me (:
i'll greatly appreciate it!! XD im serious abt it, i aint kidding.

will i miss rp? though it has only been 2 weeks?
will i miss the ppl i know in rp? though it has only been a short period of friendship?
will i miss rp w16q? will i miss people whom i have tried working with in class?
will i miss members of w16q? will i miss having lessons with them?
will i miss the few rp seniors who have been nice to me within this 3 days of op?
will i miss all my friends i've gotten over the past years of my life?
will i miss michele ee? will i miss belnice chua? will i miss tan shiming? will i miss koh xinyi?
will i miss jonic tan? will i miss justina koh? will i miss tony lim? will i miss jeremy pang?
will i miss my bedroom? will i miss lim sinying? will i miss lim yuexiu? will i miss EVERYONE who have good times and bad times with me?!
my answer is: YES!!!!!!
its only april, and im starting to miss everything and everyone.
what will happen if i will to leave in june? i guess i'll definitely break down.
just by blogging this damn thing, is already making my tears fall uncontrollably.
call me emotional!! i dont deny. im a person who takes friendship seriously.
if i take you as a friend, i'll shower you with all my love and care...
i do not like short and unhappy friendship!!
will i be able to adapt to the new environment there? why do i have to leave singapore?
why do i have to leave rp?
eileen! stop dropping tears now!
so what if you drop tears by just blogging all these?
people wont care much... they'll prob just read it and so be it.
no one will drop tears with you. they wont be able to understand how you feel.
they may not feel the same way as you do...
STOP IT! STOP THE TEARS FROM FALLING~

★•·.·´¯`·.·• ☆EILEEN☆ •·.·´¯`·.·• ★

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