`my sweet romance ♥

.Thursday, June 5, 2008 ' Y

爱！什么是爱？为什么我每次喜欢上的人都不可能是我的？他终究属于别人的！可恶！到底什么时候我的真正的爱情才会来？被我喜欢的人到头来只能当好朋友。这个感觉很痛苦。每次听起他们和我述说他和她的故事，我只能默默地哭在心里，不敢把它表示出来。我明明知道他已经有了她却不肯承认我喜欢他！朋友问我是否喜欢他，明明很想点头说‘是’的我，却依然摇头说‘不是’！为什么我会这样？我是不是已经不知不觉地爱上了他？或许这可能只是纯纯的喜欢，很快就会忘记。对！就是这样！不要想太多。

棒棒堂要来新加坡了！就在下个星期4！我。。。非常的兴奋！他们终于来了。等了大约2年的我，终于可以看到我的‘小傑’，‘小煜’，‘王子’＆　‘敖犬’！！哇噻。我当然是从他们2006年8月进入‘模范棒棒堂’就开始配他们一起走到现在。这一路走来的确有很多的不愉快不过他们都度过了。更让我替他们感到骄傲的是就是1月26, LOLLIPOP首次登上小巨蛋的舞台，开了他们的演唱会。很多人可能觉得是有点太快，不过这是他们六个努力得来得！他们不断努力，加强他们的才艺。他们的演唱会dvd已经发行了！大家一定要买。不买一定后悔。

hmm... okay, i think i've been thinking too much recently. i think i should be studying real hard for my prelims and O'levels and get a reasonable good result. i'll be statisfied. i know there are ppl out there who wants to do well too. but well... just study lor! (: i'll be happy if i can get into the college i want in taiwan. or at least a decent poly i like in spore and the course i want too! this holiday have past by 1 week. and... i've to be honest. i did study! i am studying! and i will be studying!! (: but... i need to study HARDER! just good luck to everyone who will be sitting for their O'levels this year lor.

well...if i do well for my prelims, i can go holiday with Belnice. we'll both fly to taiwan for about one week or slightly more! we'll be like shopping like mad in taipei, then take their train down to kenting to relax and enjoy. go for variety shows!! wahahahah... then i can see all my husbands there (: probably able to hook up with them! oh mann... shit! i better stop thinking now. STUDY EILEEN CHONG!!! its seriously time to get serious with studies mann.

last month my phone bill seriously blasted too! it was like hundred over dollars and my mom was scolding me! so she restricted my phone bill to be only 50bucks a month. its kinda like a torture to me. haha.

★•·.·´¯`·.·• ☆EILEEN☆ •·.·´¯`·.·• ★

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